i sometimes cry all of a sudden, you know? by the simple thought of our “could have’s”. that’s how fragile i become. followed by the question, “where have i gone wrong?” and the thoughts of, “she is happy and i am not. this is so unfair.”
the emptiness stayed at ease after nights of feeling inadequate. and so i say from the long ride earlier this afternoon, a seldom intake of brief sanity…
i hope one day i will smile at a person who used to be a great part of me rather than leave a bitter taste.
— 2 am thoughts | via Daily Prompt