i miss the sunlight coming in through windows with no curtains the mattress against cold floor & the piles of books & vases & old cassette tapes in any corner of the room i miss it when it was still raw – 16 aug ’17, wednesday Advertisements
another compilation of thoughts of how much of an emotional wreck i am i i am so fucking upset i want to break something i feel like breaking my bones i feel like ripping my skin off i feel like i want to hit myself unconscious ii he compares me to a mistake he sees […]
so, there’s this boy I like—seriously at the last year of my high school year. I had to amble just for him to notice me. oh damn. could you ever blame me? the last time I had a crush was back in elementary. it’s just… I don’t know. I should be doing school related work but […]
The reflection in the mirror is not me For it is just a reflection, it does not show who I am Who am I meant to be? How do I know who I am? Is the bruises and pain worth it? Broken bones and skin and get beat Or words than pull you down Broken […]
I’m not accounted to the population of wondering if his lips are tender & sweet as marshmallow when in truth all I could think about is how blue his eyes were. like, really, how? are they blue like on a sunny day? a little bit dark at dusk? or like the ocean? I mean, who am […]
woah. it felt like a damn long time ago. like, once upon a time I met a guy online. soon I figured out it is pathetic but still a journey to learn form. had series of heartache I admittedly coined, and then an aftermath of looking too much for oppression. then that day came, I realized I am all I have.
not “a happily ever after” but “i live continuously.”